Collape Into Me, Tired With Joy

I have had the most glorious days.

Agora yesterday with Jen, helping her study. It was more just us hanging out, relaxed, with very little to do and I can't say how nice that was. We've seen each other so much since I got back, but its different when you've got nothing to do and you can just talk. Not really about anything in particular, but just talk. I missed her so much for that, cause we get so busy sometimes with work and school and life, in general. Today, we took her Yorkie, Ben, all over town, well, school and the Village. He's the best puppy in the world, you cannot possibly feel down when he's there.

I saw a Scrubs episode today where JD narrated something about how you realize time's on your side when you stop fighting it. And its true, it really is. I feel as if I can stand still, and that things will work out. That maybe not everything goes the way you wish it would, but you're capable of a lot more than you give yourself credit for. That there are days when you can't breathe, but others that follow where you can sit on a smoke break swimming in nostalgia, and be all right. And really, that sometimes people aren't the right fit for each other. That it's all right to walk away when you've been hurt, because that takes a lot more strength than you think.

I'm going to be just fine.